Friday, June 29, 2007

Your Precious Love

Oh, how precious Your Love is for me.
You know my every move and every thought.
You whisper "sweet nothings" in my ear to ensure me of how much you love me,
but when needed, you chastise me when I'm wrong or out of line.

During our time of intimacy, you fulfill my every need.
You wrap me in Your loving arms where I feel safe & secure.

When I lay my head on Your chest, I can hear the blood flowing through the arteries of your heart.
It flows so rapidly because of how much you're in love with me.

Oh, how strong Your Love is for me.
You love me like none other.
When my love is directed elsewhere, you remind me of how jealous you are and that I belong to You.
Your Love will forever be true.

Lord, I'm thankful for Your Unconditional Love and for all You are in my life.
Lord, I Love You!


Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin
Dated: 11/30/04

Why, Why, Why?

Why is it we would rather experience pain and disappointment instead of You, Your Love and Joy?
Why do we waddle in "self-pity" when we can bask in Your Holiness?
Why do we continually say we need help or that nobody will help us, but when You're there to help or send help, we refuse it?
Why do we allow ourselves to think we can dictate our own lives when we can let You take control of our every thought and will which would lead us to our purpose and destiny?
Why do we hurt others because we're hurting, when You're standing there waiting to love our hurt away?

Why do we run from You?
Why do we hurt You?
Why do we disappoint You?
AND why do we hate You, Lord?

We're afraid of Your Will, Your Perfection and what it requires.


Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin
Dated: 12/4/04

Pressing Through. . .

It's hard to rejoice in You when my heart is heavy and my mind is filled with many thoughts.
It's hard to sing Your praises when my current situations haven't changed on each new day.
It's hard to be joyful knowing there's nobody supporting the destiny You have for me.
It's hard to lift my hands in worship to You when I cannot see how my financial needs will be met.
How do you expect me to do all of this when I don't fell up to it?

BUT in spite of how I feel, I press towards You.
I must sacrifice my all to give You Praise.
And Lord, please accept MY PRAISE!




Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin
Dated: November 2004
Lord, you tell me I will accomplish Your Will and be all You have me to be,
but I must be honest, Lord, I'm afraid.

Lord you ask, "Why are you afraid, my child?" I reply, "because I don't feel I'm equipped to do what you've asked of me and most importantly, I don't want to FAIL YOU!"

A moment of quietness fills my spirit. . .

Then, I speak encouragement. . ."Lord you've never failed me so, I must & will strive to do the same for You. Lord, please help me to do Your Will and become what You Have me to be."


Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin
Dated: 10/31/04

How to Weather the Storm

I'm in a storm right now and I'm feeling very alone.
I've tried to find someone to call, but they aren't answering the phone.
I've tried to find something to do to occupy my time and thoughts of the storm, but nothing works.
I really need help, but who do I call?
Who will be able to help me through the storm?

JESUS CAN!

For in His Word, he tells us, "Come to me all you who are wear and burdened and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28). "Cast all your care upon Him for He cares for you." (1 Peter 5:7)

Jesus will take care of everything we go through as long as we come to Him.
Next time you're in a storm, call out the Name of Jesus; sing praises to Him and He Will see you through it.


Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin
Dated: December 2003

Give God A Try

I've neglected you and now my whole world is turned upside down.
How can I be a blessing to someone else when I continue to mess up?

I say to myself, "Maybe I'm being used as an example for others while I go through, but how can that be...I cannot deal with this myself?"

How can I be blessed and be in the middle of a mess?
Am I being taught a life lesson or am I just proned to problems and troubles?
So what do I do now?
Where should I go and how do I get through this?

Only ans truly only through God.
He knows everything you will go through before it happens.
He wants you to turn everything, including your life, over to Him and trust Him.

Yes, it's easier said than done, but try it...that's the only way you will know.
God will be with you through it all.
Call on His Name and ask for PEACE to go through the rough times and JOY to keep you from emotionally falling apart.

Give God a try for HE IS the only one on whom you can rely.


Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin
Dated: 12/18/03

STOP!

Stop hurting yourself!
Stop allowing Satan to enter into your mind and feed you negative thoughts.

Keep your head held high, your mind stayed on Jesus and be positive.

You're to be a blessing to someone else,
but the key is, to be a blessing to yourself first.

So, stop hurting yourself and be positive.


Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin
Dated: 12/12/03
You say you love me,
but yet you hurt me.

You say you care for me,
but you're not really concerned.

You say I'm always on your mind,
so why don't you call me.

You say you talk highly of me,
so why do you always put me down.

You say you love to hold me in your arms,
but the only time you hold me is when you're beating me.

You say to yourself & others you're positive,
but yet you talk negatively to me.

You say you know & live the truth,
but everything you say & live turns out to be a lie.

You say, "trust you",
but you fail me every time.

You say this & you say that,
but what are you really saying. . .NOTHING!

So, I've decided to leave you because I've found & received better.
Jesus Christ is My All...In Him I have everything.

Now man/woman, what are you saying?


Written By: Kam-Marie J Goodwin
Dated: 12/16/03

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Your Heart is my heart and Your Ways my ways
Your Wisdom & Knowledge is far above any other

Your Word gives me true clarity and understanding of You
What a joy to know You for myself

When I'm in Your Presence, I'm in awe of Your splendor
Fill my heart with You
Fill me with Your Wisdom & Knowledge
On everyday give me clarity and understanding of You & Your Word
In all I do, it's to glorify You.


Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin

Worship!

I worship you, Lord,
for You are to be adored.

As I lift my hands in honor of You,
I cannot help but to bow before You.

I bless Your Name,
I glorify Your Name. . .
I worship You from a pure heart and in truth.

Worship! I worship You.

Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Speak To Me

As I sit here in total silence,
I hear Your creation speak.

As I smell the flowers,
I feel You through the pleasant breeze.

Your touch is so soft, yet refreshing.
You assure me that it's YOU speaking to me. . .
"All will be well, my child...you shall see. I will not let your downfalls make you forget Me. For you will always know who I AM and I AM here. So, continue to sit in total silence and feel Me as I speak to you through the gentle, pleasant breeze. I love you, my child. Your Heavenly Father Loves You!"

Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin

I Desire You

Lord, I do not know of any other way to show my adoration to You,
but through my pure worship.

Pour into me, Lord. . .fill my spirit with the more of You.
Wash me over in Your Precious Blood...cleanse me and make me new again.
Even when all is well, I still need to be renewed.

There is not other pureness, but You,
I want my heart to be pure like You.

Lord, I desire to honor You, glorify You, praise You and worship You.
Lord, I desire to please You.
Lord, I desire to have Your Heart...I desire to have You.

Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin

Lord, teach me. . .

Lord teach me to know You,
for I desire to know You.

Lord teach me to love You,
for I long for Your love.

Lord, teach me to worship You,
for my heart is pure before You.

Lord teach me to praise You,
for my lips shall sing of Your glory.

Lord teach me through Your stillness,
for it's in Your Presence I long to be.

Lord, teach me YOU!

Written By: Kam-Marie J. Goodwin